APOLOGY

Exotic creations

Apology,a word strucked my mind when I was left with nothing.from my childhood,I was dealing with my conscience and self-accusation.Finally,I got something in my life with new conception,appearing in the greatest and most public scene of my life,and in the height of my triumph,when I am weakest,and yet my love’s mastery over me is greatest,and my habitual irony acquires a new meaning and a sort of tragic paths in the face of death.I know the fact”to suffer is better than to do evil”and I really follow that.Now I even don’t have a chance to apologize and on other hand my conscience is not letting me live with peace.to mitigate my pain,I tried to idealize the portrait of Socrates and want to ask Oracle that if love was not in the destiny then why it came in my life? I need a chance so as not to apologize ever but always got rejected with my folded cold hands.It took more than an year to make but not a second to break. Was I an evil-doer? Is love all about to be ignored even if it is unconditional? Many questions are there but always left unanswered with silly reasons. I am weak but not my dedication towards my love. No one is wiser according to Oracle sayings , so one should give priority to present happiness so as not to apologize in future. I know the reason of my smile and it is something I got. I will always be taking care of it with excellent securities. I really want to do this last time “apologize”.

...SANGAM

Memories

The plot of my beautiful life,
Your presence make it rife.
Its start was really out of the world,
Our colourful memories always make me swirl.
My life's garland started shining like pearl,
From the moment,you called me your girl.
Saturday noon,on sept 24;
With all my dare,I knocked your door.
Few things bounding me,gave that nip.
Still,was happy,seeing blossom of our friendship.
Day by day,I tried to hold its grip.
And brought my life to a new trip.
The day,one year before;
Was the first day of awesomeness.
Completely defined with smiling deep core;
I am unable to confess.
It was sweet,it was sour.
But enjoyed all of its happiest hour.
It was you,who brought it up.
Calmed me with a coffee cup.
Days went on,and I became happiest.
Celebrating each and every second of fest.
I got some feelings,I suspected.
But didn't noticed that i was arrested.
A sudden storm came,things got finished.
My life was over which I wished.
I was left alone,all forever.
Completely broked me and made me shiver.
I felt myself suffering from your fever.
My love overwhelmed my feelings' river.
How can that continues,things became right.
After all,there is a day after every darker night.
You loved me,cherished me and made all my time.
Things were on track,your smile made me shine.
That I can literally fly and be on cloud nine.
You be my cup of coffee,& the time,I dine.
Our separation brought a breakin the tune of my rhyme.
But i am so glad,still you're mine.
On this special day,I want you to know;
I love you much more than I express or show.
Be happy and love me and don't go away.
Let the grasses of our love be happily sway.
To express my feeling,I have got no way.
You know it better;I need not to say.
You always make my life glitter like may.
You are my sun and you are my ray.
With all my hearts,HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

...Sangam