APOLOGY

Exotic creations

Apology,a word strucked my mind when I was left with nothing.from my childhood,I was dealing with my conscience and self-accusation.Finally,I got something in my life with new conception,appearing in the greatest and most public scene of my life,and in the height of my triumph,when I am weakest,and yet my love’s mastery over me is greatest,and my habitual irony acquires a new meaning and a sort of tragic paths in the face of death.I know the fact”to suffer is better than to do evil”and I really follow that.Now I even don’t have a chance to apologize and on other hand my conscience is not letting me live with peace.to mitigate my pain,I tried to idealize the portrait of Socrates and want to ask Oracle that if love was not in the destiny then why it came in my life? I need a chance so as not to apologize ever but always got rejected with my folded cold hands.It took more than an year to make but not a second to break. Was I an evil-doer? Is love all about to be ignored even if it is unconditional? Many questions are there but always left unanswered with silly reasons. I am weak but not my dedication towards my love. No one is wiser according to Oracle sayings , so one should give priority to present happiness so as not to apologize in future. I know the reason of my smile and it is something I got. I will always be taking care of it with excellent securities. I really want to do this last time “apologize”.

...SANGAM

Undefined Love

Hidden emotions of mine,always known to her.
Embraced me with love,emotions got stirred.
Felt the warmth and got space in the house of fur.
"I love you mumma", I whispered.

Always astonished,seeing that magical lady.
To fight for me,she is always ready.
My first crush,before my age of teddy.
Keeps me protected from all fiercing eddy.

Thinking about possibilities,taking her one sight.
Is she advanced version of Alice of Twilight?
Or got wand of Harry Potter in one magical night?
Troubled with my imagination,I chose to write.

Want to ask her,"What makes you beautiful?"
"From where you have got powers to rule?"
"Have you got cylinder of never ending fuel?"
"Or,an angel having human body for making me fool"?

I guess her as from 'Polyverse Supers' or 'Universe Decay'.
Want to wake up every morning by her ray.
Whatever I am, her moulding skill of clay.
I am wasting but she is busy nourishing my everyday.

....sangam

BEYOND EVERYTHING

I triggered my nerves to prevail my impatient mind for my extra ordinary love for you. When emotions and feelings were dispersed,we were close and when it aroused completely,we are far away from each other. Can't I question my destiny? Love with aroma containing your essence refreshes me every morning and make me smile. Looking at you defines me and reflects my love for you like pebbles under water shines due to sunshine. I am lost,from this lively world and living a new life with you beyond every desires. Still sometimes I lose my control and become quite selfish. But the next moment,I ponder about it over and over again and live sleepless nights. But don't know why I forget that I am representing myself to me:toughest presentation one can ever have.
A sarcastic question was asked with the smell of taunt,"Are you going to live like this forever"? At that instant,unexpectedly answer got by them by me,"yes".It can be boredom for others but I can never regret my scintillating love with idolized and luscious emotions for you.I experienced my love as my treasure and my shield,protecting me from all those unwanted conditions and life's moments.Please listen dear,I don't know the moment I will pass away but I can assure you my love for you will live forever.It is immortal and believe me those conditions can let me leave me but can't stop me from loving you.
Hold my hand forever.

...sangam