APOLOGY

Exotic creations

Apology,a word strucked my mind when I was left with nothing.from my childhood,I was dealing with my conscience and self-accusation.Finally,I got something in my life with new conception,appearing in the greatest and most public scene of my life,and in the height of my triumph,when I am weakest,and yet my love’s mastery over me is greatest,and my habitual irony acquires a new meaning and a sort of tragic paths in the face of death.I know the fact”to suffer is better than to do evil”and I really follow that.Now I even don’t have a chance to apologize and on other hand my conscience is not letting me live with peace.to mitigate my pain,I tried to idealize the portrait of Socrates and want to ask Oracle that if love was not in the destiny then why it came in my life? I need a chance so as not to apologize ever but always got rejected with my folded cold hands.It took more than an year to make but not a second to break. Was I an evil-doer? Is love all about to be ignored even if it is unconditional? Many questions are there but always left unanswered with silly reasons. I am weak but not my dedication towards my love. No one is wiser according to Oracle sayings , so one should give priority to present happiness so as not to apologize in future. I know the reason of my smile and it is something I got. I will always be taking care of it with excellent securities. I really want to do this last time “apologize”.

...SANGAM

Undefined Love

Hidden emotions of mine,always known to her.
Embraced me with love,emotions got stirred.
Felt the warmth and got space in the house of fur.
"I love you mumma", I whispered.

Always astonished,seeing that magical lady.
To fight for me,she is always ready.
My first crush,before my age of teddy.
Keeps me protected from all fiercing eddy.

Thinking about possibilities,taking her one sight.
Is she advanced version of Alice of Twilight?
Or got wand of Harry Potter in one magical night?
Troubled with my imagination,I chose to write.

Want to ask her,"What makes you beautiful?"
"From where you have got powers to rule?"
"Have you got cylinder of never ending fuel?"
"Or,an angel having human body for making me fool"?

I guess her as from 'Polyverse Supers' or 'Universe Decay'.
Want to wake up every morning by her ray.
Whatever I am, her moulding skill of clay.
I am wasting but she is busy nourishing my everyday.

....sangam

BEYOND EVERYTHING

I triggered my nerves to prevail my impatient mind for my extra ordinary love for you. When emotions and feelings were dispersed,we were close and when it aroused completely,we are far away from each other. Can't I question my destiny? Love with aroma containing your essence refreshes me every morning and make me smile. Looking at you defines me and reflects my love for you like pebbles under water shines due to sunshine. I am lost,from this lively world and living a new life with you beyond every desires. Still sometimes I lose my control and become quite selfish. But the next moment,I ponder about it over and over again and live sleepless nights. But don't know why I forget that I am representing myself to me:toughest presentation one can ever have.
A sarcastic question was asked with the smell of taunt,"Are you going to live like this forever"? At that instant,unexpectedly answer got by them by me,"yes".It can be boredom for others but I can never regret my scintillating love with idolized and luscious emotions for you.I experienced my love as my treasure and my shield,protecting me from all those unwanted conditions and life's moments.Please listen dear,I don't know the moment I will pass away but I can assure you my love for you will live forever.It is immortal and believe me those conditions can let me leave me but can't stop me from loving you.
Hold my hand forever.

...sangam

ENDLESS

I waited,and waited,and waited so long.
The hands of clock appeared like prong.
Nothing relieved;neither sleep nor song.
I know my mistake,not taking him wrong.

Depth is crying,rising like smoke.
I am contesting in the absence of folk.
Feeling so missing,on the verge of choke.
Emotions are being shown as the centre of joke.
Understanding the things,getting mind's stroke.
Regret my tone and words I spoke.
Life is deserted,leaves missing from oak.
Roaming with branch,with marks when it broke.

Glistening like diamond,I did my part.
Its you not me,who keeps me apart.
Speciality of yours,makes everything my art.
Miss you and love you,all with my heart.

Think anything but now I'm being crippled.
Can't live anymore,stuffs are scribbled.
Facing the ocean,not the drops which got dribbled.
Can leaves come back to the tree:half whittled?

Thoughts are connected,creating a mess.
Tossing on bed and they are playing chess.
This is my only way to confess.
Is this temporary or I can say "endless"?

...sangam

Memories

The plot of my beautiful life,
Your presence make it rife.
Its start was really out of the world,
Our colourful memories always make me swirl.
My life's garland started shining like pearl,
From the moment,you called me your girl.
Saturday noon,on sept 24;
With all my dare,I knocked your door.
Few things bounding me,gave that nip.
Still,was happy,seeing blossom of our friendship.
Day by day,I tried to hold its grip.
And brought my life to a new trip.
The day,one year before;
Was the first day of awesomeness.
Completely defined with smiling deep core;
I am unable to confess.
It was sweet,it was sour.
But enjoyed all of its happiest hour.
It was you,who brought it up.
Calmed me with a coffee cup.
Days went on,and I became happiest.
Celebrating each and every second of fest.
I got some feelings,I suspected.
But didn't noticed that i was arrested.
A sudden storm came,things got finished.
My life was over which I wished.
I was left alone,all forever.
Completely broked me and made me shiver.
I felt myself suffering from your fever.
My love overwhelmed my feelings' river.
How can that continues,things became right.
After all,there is a day after every darker night.
You loved me,cherished me and made all my time.
Things were on track,your smile made me shine.
That I can literally fly and be on cloud nine.
You be my cup of coffee,& the time,I dine.
Our separation brought a breakin the tune of my rhyme.
But i am so glad,still you're mine.
On this special day,I want you to know;
I love you much more than I express or show.
Be happy and love me and don't go away.
Let the grasses of our love be happily sway.
To express my feeling,I have got no way.
You know it better;I need not to say.
You always make my life glitter like may.
You are my sun and you are my ray.
With all my hearts,HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

...Sangam

Because I L U

Silently kept,but not spoken;
Always had a haze,but not shaken;
Made for each other,but not taken;
Feelings are there,but not shaken;
Yeah!I know I'm very rude,
But you know,I love you dude.
When I feel alone in the horde,
I find you by me with sword.
For your love,I have no word.
You're sweet,and sour like curd.
Its true,you always fight,
I completely get baked all over the night.
Laughter at your stupidity,makes the sight.
I can insult you,I have the right.
You always make my life spicy,
Sometimes simple,sometimes messy.
Love you and request you with courtesy,
Please don't bake others,have some mercy.
Living with you is my biggest dare,
And those scaring experiences,I can share.
All I have to say all your belongings-BEWARE.
She's is very dangerous,HANDLE WITH CARE. :p
Happy birthday...

.....sangam

Love

Love is in the air....
It is found everywhere....
It is not to be interfered....
Just feel it and do care....
Love u MJ

Crying child

A bud whose growth got stopped.
Life covered with filth,how badly dropped?
A question repeatedly asked by that little life,
Wanted to hold pen,but why holding knife?
Innocent minds involved in filthy work,
Don't understand themselves but know the pain of jerk.
Sitting down on squares,and pondering about;
Why God has not given them even right to shout?
Life sucked and dumped in ocean of abuses,
In the age of naughtiness,that smile fuses.
In the world of hardships,soft hand are engaged;
Why this graph is countinously getting raised?
Flowers,not smiling;as innocent smiles are kidnapped.
Can't see the beauty,faces are wrapped.
Without those flowers,green grasses don't sway;
Our lifeless surrounding,looking for a ray.
Who is responsible and who is to be blamed?
Why those little birds are brutely getting slaved?
Save those children and let little stars twinkle,
Let give them a fresh life without wrinkle.
Childhood is their right,we should serve.
Allowing them to live with mesmerizing curve. :)

....sangam